Day 1: My first rant.
I just started this blog, wholly with the intention of sharing things here that I can't necessarily share anywhere else or with anyone else, which means there will PROBABLY be a lot of ranting. But also a lot of.. vulnerability I think. You see, I have always been too shy, too awkward, too insecure, too afraid and sometimes too upset, to be able to open up to the people I care about the most. In this case, especially to my best friend of 10 years. I like to use a nickname that's based off of his real name and call him Billy. Sometimes as much as I think I know and trust someone, life can tend to land a big punch to my gut (and quite a frequent reminder I might add) as if to cruelly let me know that I am always alone.. that I will always be alone and not get help when I need it the most.. My main driving force behind starting this blog, arose out of deep and buried frustations, angst, despair, and the infamous "why me?!" question when...